I like every woman am constantly struggling with weight. Especially any woman about to get married. I have been working my ass off for months and have hardly seen any results. I paid a lot of money to participate in a lifestyle challenge at my gym. It has been over a month and my results are pathetic. I lost a measly four pounds and that number is even unsteady. I told the trainer I was more concerned with inches than weight but even the inches I lost suck.
I spend almost everyday at the gym and when I go I am there at least 90 minutes. I eat the crappy food, I do cardio like crazy. So what the hell is wrong with me?? I feel like I should just give up and be the fat bride and get my dress let out. And when I see others doing so well I am happy for them but cant help but be jealous. Anyone seen Bridal Bootcamp? Why cant I have gone on that show?
But despite it all I wont give up. Im going to start over with that dumbass nutrition plan and continue to live at the gym If I could lose another 5 pounds I will be happy. I may hate my pictures forever but at least its better than giving up. Right??
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